So,this is it for this period of my life. All I have to do is to confess that sometimes I did my best and sometimes I didn't. Anyway, it was the adventure that I will never forget and experiences of which I will take into consideration for the rest of my life.
Now I should move on and decide in a solid way how I am going to use this credit of time in order to get the best dividends and benefit that will make me happy and glad. I have less days to just hang around and less time to waste. So now I should concentrate on my future and be careful about every decision I am going to make later. But first of all, I am obliged to make up kind of a list of 'do or die' goals that I should accomplish by December 31th, 2014.
First, I have a life partner with whom I am going to spend my adult and old ages so this year should be a basis in every way. I should be diligent in my studies. That means that I should make my brain absorb and analyse every piece of information that comes into my head. I just look around and see how many people are getting tired by the reality they are surrounded with. And the problem is that they have switched off their brains one day, they have given up on the better life. I will not do this. In every problem, in every situation, in every conversation I will use the absolute potential of my intellect. I will improve it through studies and intellectual work I am going to do this year. All the puzzles are going to be solved, all the ways are going to be found, all the aspects of my life are going to be simplified with the help of my brain that I am going to use and cherish in order to get more later.
I have this image that I am a man who belongs to Victorian epoch, stylish and a bit moody, but a man who is always kind, reserved and gentle. I want to be a gentleman in all the spheres of my life. No-no-no, I should concentrate on my studies. I should do everything my teachers say and I should predict what my studies will be about in one or two weeks. Also, I should be obsessed with all the subjects because it is going to help me a lot in the future. I will pretend that I have no pride. But I will do for my success and the success of my life partner all I need and all I consider as worthy.
Second, I should earn money, gobs of gold. No, I am not trying to be rich for richness's sake but I extremely need money for the future with her. Being gentle and educated is good, but feeling free financially will open many doors for us. Boy, at least you can earn bla-bla-bla dollars but you realize that it is not enough. Find a way to get rich. Start getting rich this year. Don't waste your money on the things you don't need at all. I should think that every penny saved this year I will invest into my future.
Third, stay in a good physical shape. You are going to attend kung-fu classes but doing physical training every morning and attending health club twice a week is going to make your body stronger and more beautiful. Please, remember, this beautiful body belongs not to me but to that beautiful girl far away and it is only her who can touch it. So don't even try to look at it in the mirror for narcissistic thoughts. Try to care about your body as the only temple you can build. Try to make this temple as beautiful and faithful as possible. Remember I belongs to your life partner, not even to you. That means you should not risk with it.
Fourth, I am very obsessed with music. I want to sing. I want to express my heart with music. I will try hard to improve my voice. And I will do my best to get famous with this a little bit insane dream.
Never give up. Don't waste a second. One of the most important aspects of this year. So, I have set these goals and I am planning to accomplish each one. God help me. God help us.
Amen.
Now I should move on and decide in a solid way how I am going to use this credit of time in order to get the best dividends and benefit that will make me happy and glad. I have less days to just hang around and less time to waste. So now I should concentrate on my future and be careful about every decision I am going to make later. But first of all, I am obliged to make up kind of a list of 'do or die' goals that I should accomplish by December 31th, 2014.
First, I have a life partner with whom I am going to spend my adult and old ages so this year should be a basis in every way. I should be diligent in my studies. That means that I should make my brain absorb and analyse every piece of information that comes into my head. I just look around and see how many people are getting tired by the reality they are surrounded with. And the problem is that they have switched off their brains one day, they have given up on the better life. I will not do this. In every problem, in every situation, in every conversation I will use the absolute potential of my intellect. I will improve it through studies and intellectual work I am going to do this year. All the puzzles are going to be solved, all the ways are going to be found, all the aspects of my life are going to be simplified with the help of my brain that I am going to use and cherish in order to get more later.
I have this image that I am a man who belongs to Victorian epoch, stylish and a bit moody, but a man who is always kind, reserved and gentle. I want to be a gentleman in all the spheres of my life. No-no-no, I should concentrate on my studies. I should do everything my teachers say and I should predict what my studies will be about in one or two weeks. Also, I should be obsessed with all the subjects because it is going to help me a lot in the future. I will pretend that I have no pride. But I will do for my success and the success of my life partner all I need and all I consider as worthy.
Second, I should earn money, gobs of gold. No, I am not trying to be rich for richness's sake but I extremely need money for the future with her. Being gentle and educated is good, but feeling free financially will open many doors for us. Boy, at least you can earn bla-bla-bla dollars but you realize that it is not enough. Find a way to get rich. Start getting rich this year. Don't waste your money on the things you don't need at all. I should think that every penny saved this year I will invest into my future.
Third, stay in a good physical shape. You are going to attend kung-fu classes but doing physical training every morning and attending health club twice a week is going to make your body stronger and more beautiful. Please, remember, this beautiful body belongs not to me but to that beautiful girl far away and it is only her who can touch it. So don't even try to look at it in the mirror for narcissistic thoughts. Try to care about your body as the only temple you can build. Try to make this temple as beautiful and faithful as possible. Remember I belongs to your life partner, not even to you. That means you should not risk with it.
Fourth, I am very obsessed with music. I want to sing. I want to express my heart with music. I will try hard to improve my voice. And I will do my best to get famous with this a little bit insane dream.
Never give up. Don't waste a second. One of the most important aspects of this year. So, I have set these goals and I am planning to accomplish each one. God help me. God help us.
Amen.
